Experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes.

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You won't understand.
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Sunday, March 13, 2011 || 4:51 PM



Fuck. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I can't concentrate, Im not in the mood. I'm like fucking up everything in my life. Im so fucking distracted when exams are like tmr and what the fuck am I doing? I haven even started for GP. Why can't I get myself together. Im feeling so much but yet I can't seem to say out what's wrong. My thoughts are like soft as thunder. You know? You don't know. Nobody knows. Fuck. I hate how I feel right now. I just want to escape it all. Fuck. Fuck my life. And no matter how much I say, I still wouldn't feel better. Judge me for being vuglar for all I care 'cos you chose to read it.

You can't make the same mistake twice. The second time you make it, it's no longer a mistake. It's a choice.
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Wednesday, March 9, 2011 || 10:58 PM

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Today, you looked at me and said - . Maybe I looked too tired alrdy. Why did my eyes betray me. I nearly let those tears gain control. Damnit. I've gotta stop being so damn emotional recently!!! ): Sigh. And I can't stop thinking about your words. But then again, Im so drained of energy trying to cope. Sigh. I feel so bad for disappointing you again and again you know. I tell myself that I'm going to try to not disappoint you. I hope MBT will be the last time. You're too good a teacher alrdy. I feel like I dui bu qi you you know. There're too many thoughts in my head right now I cant organize them properly so I'll just end my post here.







She wasn't doing a thing I could see, except standing there leaning on the balcony railing, holding the universe together.
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Sunday, March 6, 2011 || 8:37 PM



I really don't want to make this decision. I've kept thinking about it and putting it off. But I guess it has come to the time where I must make this decision. I have to do this. I can't always say that there is still time. Remember, there is also a concept of its too late. There comes a time when I have to choose between turning the page and closing the book. As much as I don't want to, I will. I will tell myself that I will do it. And I will not waver.