
Because sometimes people do actually feel that way. Sometimes your life feels like it’s caving in on you. Sometimes people really do feel like they don’t want to exist, like they want to just curl up in a ball, and go into that place between life and death. Saying ‘I don’t want to exist’ isn’t saying ‘I want to die’. It’s saying ‘I wish that, for the time being, I could go somewhere and not have to feel’. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. And if you don’t know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does.
I needed a day off from a normal day. Sometimes, even though you know someone will make you feel better, you just want to shrink away and hide and feel miserable and sorry for yourself in a complete self-absorbed way, in a way you don’t want other people to see.



I think I really felt better after listening to you and I definitely will make a effort to be more positive (despite the chunk of pretty emotional words on top). I promise that I really will not stress so much. The talk did change my perspective on things, so I'm trying to take things easy now :) Chill-ling :D
I think I found out/ realized too many things recently. I can't believe I was so oblivious to those signs. I guess I was too engrossed to notice, or to even doubt. I need to stop trusting the wrong people. You need to open your eyes girl.
I'm just too complicated. :)