“Easier said than done.”

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Actually you're not stupid you know. You just need a little more confidence in yourself. All the content, its somewhere in your head. You just need to trust in yourself a little more and believe that you have what it takes. You do have it you know. You are afterall a potential A student. Maybe its not possible for you to do extremely well. But then again, it doesn't mean you can't do well. Be confident, for half the battle will be won my dear. Local university? Its within your reach. Press on.

Nope. Don't panic. Don't panic at all my dear. It wont do you any good. You gotta stay calm and carry on. You can do it.
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Im officially crazy. I think Im a cat. I can't stop meowing.


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Writing keeps me sane. Its not like I don't have friends to rant to or I bottle things up. ( Maybe I do, a little. ) But writing? Its what that keeps me going. Its like this place where those floating thoughts have somewhere to settle and that they wouldn't bother me as much. Im trying to control myself. Its really hard and Im really trying. I don't wanna let myself be the obstacle in my own way. I really wanna get into university. There's no other way or alternative. The only way is up, the only way is local uni. So stop getting affected by these emotions. You can be control of them if you set your mind to it. Its all in your head, a matter of want or don't want, not can or cannot. These emotions, they eat me up alive but no, I wont let them take control. I'm in control. I can be in control. I can do this.
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I need to bloody fucking get a grip on myself. I can do this. I can fucking do this.
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That weight you’ve placed upon your shoulders is going to crush you. Take it off. You don’t need to be perfect. You don’t need to have it all together. You don’t need to please everyone. You don’t need to be anything or anyone other that who you are. You are more than good enough. Who you are is beautiful. Who you are is loved. Who you are is special is more ways than one. Place that heavy burden on the ground. Throw it into the sea. Expel it from your being. You will be lighter in mind, body, and soul. Live in that freedom of the true you.
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' Nobody can intervene and make that right and nobody will. Nobody can take it back with silence or push it away with words. Nobody will protect you from your suffering. You can’t cry it away or eat it away or starve it away or walk it away or punch it away or even therapy it away. It’s just there, and you have to survive it. You have to endure it. You have to live though it and love it and move on and be better for it and run as far as you can in the direction of your best and happiest dreams across the bridge that was built by your own desire to heal. Therapists and friends and other people who live on can help you along the way, but the healing—the genuine healing, the actual real deal down-on-your-knees-in-the-mud change—is entirely and absolutely up to you. '

The pursuit of happiness makes us deeply unhappy. It’s a trap.

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Conversations of a Pisces and a Scorpio: 

Scorpio: “Are you all right?” 

Pisces: “Yeah, I’m fine.” 

Scorpio: “No, you’re not. Why do you always do that?”

Pisces: “Do what?” 

Scorpio: “You always say you’re fine, when clearly you aren’t.” 

Pisces: “I am fine.” (Scorpio sighs, agitated) 

Pisces: “Why are you getting upset?” 

Scorpio: “Because you won’t let me help you.” 

Pisces: “I just don’t want you to worry for nothing. I don’t want you to worry about me, when you don’t need to.”

( via piscesscorpioworld ) 

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When you want them to listen they don't but once u go silent then everyone wants to know what's wrong. I talk to you because i trust you enough to tell you my feelings. If you wanna know how i feel just sit next to me and let me express. If you really cared you would know when I need to be listened to. There seems to never be enough time for you to listen. Sometimes all I want you to do is listen to me. You don't have to say anything back. I always have a lot of things I want to say , but I'd rather not because you'd never get it.. You see her everyday. She seems strong, but shes dying inside. She smiles, but wants to cry. She pretends like she doesnt care, she does. Even though all I want to do is break down, I'm going to sit here and force myself to smile. Smile and no-one will tell the difference between your smile, and the real ones. 



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"I don’t want to be at the mercy of my emotions. I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them."