Maybe you didn't wanna die, but you didn't care if you lived.
“Easier said than done.”
♏
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Friday, November 25, 2011 || 12:58 PM
#Scorpios could be going through hell but you wouldn't know it because of their calm exterior. #Scorpios know far too well that everything that glitters isn't always gold. #Scorpios can take on challenges like no other but #Scorpios can be their biggest obstacle though. #complex . #Scorpios need something HEALTHY to direct all of their energy and intensity towards. Without the proper outlet, a #Scorpio can be self destructive :x #Scorpios can be really, really hard on themselves. Demanding far more from themselves than others. But I think #Scorpios expect more from themselves because we know we're capable of doing more. So eventually life can really beat up #Scorpio. But what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, right? #Scorpio = Strongest.
#Scorpio is a strong sign and has high demands but unfortunately they are often taken for granted! Because #Scorpios can be very GIVING and do things without asking for anything in return. #Scorpios help people grow, we give our all and help others become their best, but...These other people usually don't realize it until #Scorpio is gone, then they feel empty, get bitter. #Scorpios either move on because you got caught lying or are misleading. Or #Scorpios simply just move on. We can't fake our feelings. If the feelings are gone, it has to end. Don't appreciate #Scorpios when we're there, hate us when we leave. #Unappreciative
#Scorpio blessed with a native understanding of the human heart and great awareness of life's secrets. #Scorpio has a real capacity for understanding other people. Since #Scorpios miss very little, they'll usually know an awful lot about you very quickly. Usually its the people who have something to hide, or who don't want to admit their flaws, that feel uneasy w #Scorpio . #Scorpios keep their secrets, but you're not allowed to keep yours! :x #sorry
#Scorpios are intense, not everyone can take the heat, the weak need NOT apply!! Most of #Scorpio actions are determined by their highly charged emotional nature. #Scorpios can be cold blooded. Sometimes they don't realize it til later though (sorry)
- via scorpioseason
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Thursday, November 24, 2011 || 10:45 PM
Will you close my eyes,
these tired and weary eyes,
and kiss me to sleep?
That is all I want in life: for this pain to seem purposeful.
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|| 10:42 PM
' But when it came right down to it, the skin of my wrist looked so white and defensless that I couldn’t do it. It was as if what I wanted to kill wasn’t in that skin or the thin blue pulse that jumped under my thumb, but somewhere else, deeper, more secret, and a whole lot harder to get. '
Can you have it all?
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Wednesday, November 23, 2011 || 6:02 PM
She is at war with herself about all the conflicting things she wants. She wants chaos and control. She wants adventure and safety. She wants to live in a city, have a busy life, lots of friends, a demanding career. She wants to live in the woods, write and be all alone. She wants to know everything and know nothing. She wants to fit in and be different, be the odd one out. She wants to be innovating, make her own path. She wants to be normal, conventional. She wants to be a responsible adult. She wants to stay a child forever, to have no worries and no stress. She wants to be happily married, she wants to be single, she wants to have hundreds of lovers. She wants to be respected, looked up to, admired. She wants to be a rebel, a broke artist, a trouble maker. She wants a regular life, she wants to change the world. She wants everything, but she wants nothing. Every day is a new battle. What to do? What to want? What to choose? Do you have to choose, stranger?
( via random-people )
It’s okay if you lose it every once in a while. It reminds people that we’re human.
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Tuesday, November 22, 2011 || 1:30 AM
Every time, I think everything’s going really well. I mean, I try really hard - it all fucks up. And I think that ..maybe I’m just one of those people that doesn’t deserve to be happy. Suddenly this is all too hard. I’m tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength, and the honesty to break them down.
We are masters of the unsaid words, but slaves of those we let slip out.
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|| 1:00 AM
Do not tell everyone your story. You will only end up feeling more rejected. People cannot give you what you long for in your heart. The more you expect from people’s response to your experience of abandonment, the more you will feel exposed to ridicule.
It’s not always easy to speak your mind, sometimes you need to be forced to do it. Sometimes, it’s better to just keep things to yourself, play dumb, even when your whole body is aching to come clean. So you shut your mouth, keep your secret, and find other ways to keep yourself happy.
If you’re sitting in pitch black darkness, all you can really do is sit tight and wait for your eyes to adjust.
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Monday, November 21, 2011 || 10:14 PM
Each person deserves a day away in which no problems are confronted, no solutions searched for.
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Sunday, November 20, 2011 || 12:31 PM
Just because today is a terrible day doesn’t mean tomorrow might not be the best day of your entire life. You just have to wake up and get there. Behind all this, some great happiness is hiding.
I have never forgotten.
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Saturday, November 19, 2011 || 10:10 PM
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Thursday, November 17, 2011 || 8:47 PM
❝ A teacher in New York was teaching her class about bullying and gave them the following exercise to perform. She had the children take a piece of paper and told them to crumple it up, stamp on it and really mess it up but do not rip it. Then she had them unfold the paper, smooth it out and look at how scarred and dirty is was. She then told them to tell it that they were sorry. Now even though they said they were sorry and tried to fix the paper, she pointed out all of the scars they left behind. And that those scars will never go away no matter how hard they tried to fix it. That is what happens when a child bullies another child. They may say they’re sorry, but the scars are there forever. The looks on the faces of the children in the classroom told her the message hit home. ❞
It's going to take forever.
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Wednesday, November 16, 2011 || 8:25 PM
I never spoke of it. I brushed it off. I said it didn't matter, that it didn't hurt. Truth is, I wished you guys would stop asking so I could stop forcing myself to come up with that nonchalant tone. I felt like I - I can't even put words to this feeling. It just sends me straight into despair whenever I see others playing with their long hair. I could be that too and so much more. Yet I was stuck with my short hair which I can't do shit to. I'm so jealous/envious of all these wonderful hairstyles. Those tumblr pictures? They're like so fringgin' awesome and all I am capable of is to look. I fucking miss my long hair.
If my heart is breaking,’ he said to no one in particular, ‘then I’ll just have to build myself a new one.
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Tuesday, November 15, 2011 || 11:01 PM
But as bad as it was, I learnt something about myself. That I could go through something like that and survive. I mean, I know it could have been worse - a lot worse - but for me, it was all I could have handled at the time. And I learnt from it.
Pain comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain. The normal pains we live with everyday. Then there’s the kind of pain you can’t ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else. Makes the rest of your world fade away, until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain. We anesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it, and for some of us the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.
If we knew what people say about us, and how unfair many of their judgments are, we would be slower to judge others without knowing all that is going on behind the scenes in their lives.
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Monday, November 14, 2011 || 10:43 PM
When you drag my spirit down.
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Sunday, November 13, 2011 || 3:19 PM
I really really want to get into my ideal course. I really really want to, you have no idea how badly I want this. I cannot see myself doing anything else other than that and I feel so fucking stressed. Stop putting me down already. I know Im not good enough but that doesn't mean I cant do as well right. ohmygod Im going crazy.
May angels lead you in.
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Saturday, November 12, 2011 || 2:16 PM
Ever tried.
Ever failed.
No matter.
Try again.
Fail again.
Fail better.
Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. Pour yourself a drink, put on some lipstick, and pull yourself together.
Life is a zoo in the jungle.
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|| 2:08 PM
Now playing: Jessie J - Who's Laughing Now
It made me think of you.
Escapade
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|| 1:56 PM
We're actors in our lives, pretendin' to be who we want people to think we are.
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|| 1:51 PM
Status: Annoyed
Who are you to judge me? Don't think you know me so well just because I told you things about myself. That doesn't mean you totally know what kind of person I am. You know nothing. Don't think I don't know you judge me. You just keep it in, keep it quiet. And that is exactly the reason why I never showed that side of me to you. You don't derserve it.
' You're a different human being to everyone you meet. '
On the edge
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|| 1:41 PM
' Basically what we have here is a dreamer. Someone completely out of touch with reality. When she jumped, she probably thought she she could fly. '
I can't even imgaine whats its gonna be like, to see that grade on my cert. Please-please don't let that happen. I can only hope for the best.
:/
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Friday, November 11, 2011 || 9:52 PM
Tip for #Scorpios : Stop letting your feelings get the best of you especially in certain situations. Learn when to let go and just move on.
I’m just saying it’s not all sand castles and ninjas.
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|| 5:56 PM
Status: Exhausted
This isn't easy but I will get through this no matter what.